hello there..

after taking a course about womans talk in nisud home, then we had a very special support from our lecture and me me so up for those my dreams will come true. the effect was so big that I have a special motivation to becoming strong. Thanks Allah for giving so much love until that. while accompaning someone to take his lunch, there was a so many story that I wanna talkin about , and I really can't wait to see this time for a special disscussion, but the fact that there was just a few minutes there and some busy moment and stressor that make me can't enjoy that moment yet. This is really the fact that the condition can't cooperate to us. oh please, thet let it go.. I don't know why, after accepting a special support this morning, and I really want to make all theings happened, I just have a very little poor condition about myself. after jus closing my eyes just for about 3,5 hours last night, then I found some problem eading to me so much. this real or not, and please I don't wanna leit be happened to me now. slowly, I wanna make it as easy as the theory but I'm just a weak girl with no of support now. oh man, please this problem come to me, but I know that is just a little one. but if you see the fact it can't be named like that. I just wanna say all og this but I haven't to. it just make me feel so weak that I can't standy by myself anymore. but just a little that I got from this is you must heading it with just by yourself, no more waiting for someone cares, but just do by yourself. and you know that you really have to know that he have a different ways to open his eyes, so please stop to ask a lot of things that you want to but he can't realise. thanks , cheers niaak :D